Random Saturday

It sucks to be the type of person who keeps a whole lot bottled in. How Will You ever Know what could have been ? I find myself in alot of situations where i'm taken my surprise. Once the moment in time is over i go on about what i would've, should've, could've. I admire people you think quick on their feet. As for me, i need a moment to take it all in. Everyone works at their own pace. I just wish i was a bit more..whats the word... Anywho, i don't understand when people expect you to do them huge favors, that you know anybody else would've paid them for, for free. I see it as an insult. Okay your time is precious and so is mine ! Pay me !